Saturday, September 10, 2011

Trying to keep smiling

Unfortunately our cycle ended in a chemical pregnancy. I can't describe my feelings other than I feel completely numb. I am trying to get past the feelings, but haven't quite figured it out. We were very quiet about this cycle, so it is very hard to face family and friends with my feelings. I am trying to pretend I am ok, but really I am not. Hopefully my feelings will return, and there will be no causalities at the next family gathering.